Kreteks, Kreteks, My Love.posted Dec 28th 2006, 8:15PM
Mood: Dead
Music: Not Falling, Mudvayne.
Hello there, My name is Matthew David Costello, My last name is also my nick name, and if you ask me where Abbot is - I'll hurt you.
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I live in Long Beach, California.
I'm sixteen years old.
I'm German/Irish/Italian/JPM (Just Plain Mutt).
I'm six foot two, and probably thirty pounds heavier than I should be, but it dosen't look bad.
I'm addicted to Rock and Heavy Metal, and alternate that with the sounds of nature, and J-pop/rock... So, Yes... I listen to everything except for rap.
I'm known to have a temper, but I'm no longer quick to anger.
I curse like a trucker, but avoid it infront of women and children when I can control myself.
As I write this, I have a horrible head ache, the light coming in through the window is blinding, I'm plotting the death of my neighbor, and the seduction of his daughter - and I'm only half kidding.
This is my life.
I wake up. I want a cigerette. Can't have one. I take the dog for a walk, Come home - do my chores, run my families errands, Get on here - Study, and chat with my friends. I take the dog for another walk. I come home, I sit infront of the T.V. and wait for somthing else to do.
Welkomen, My bitches - to my life.
I was a cutter at a time, Now I point and laugh at them.
I used to laugh at people 'suckin' on cancer sticks' - Now I'm somewhat famous for `em.
I used to laugh at Gang Bangers, now I know every gang within a six mile radius of my house.
I'm a geek, but I'm mean - I can tell you how to fix your computer over the phone, I can tell you what to do on a date if you want to get laid, and I can tell you how to take someone down and keep them down in a fight - But I'm a geek, I'm single, and I'm technically not supposed to be on the computer anymore.
Go figure.
I hang out with people years older than me, Seventeen - Eighteen - Twenty One - Twenty Three - Thirty One - Thirty Five...
They're all either losers, or doing what I wish I could do - and in some cases, doing what I can only dream of.
I've got a secret love for motorcycles, a not so secret love for asian women. And right now I've got a five dollar pack of Kretek clove cigerettes in my pocket... I'm dieing for one.
My views on religion are simple -
I believe in God, but I don't believe in Adam and Eve.
I believe in the afterlife, but I don't believe in hell.
I believe in a unifying energy field, but I don't believe in 'spirtual healers'.
I find most organized religions laughable, not the least of all Christianity, but this is mostly because Jesus was against the church - not the love and worship of god, but of the thought that you need a church to do it.
But, Ofcourse - to each is own.
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My Art; This is what you're all interested in, I know, but you won't be very pleased.
I have no great skills, I am no master artist - I do what I do til I get it good, and I love doing it, You'll either enjoy my work or hate it.
I try to combine writing, with pictures that can invoke the abstract or the imagination - By combining basic sketches with above average computer skills to make an attempt worth your viewing...
At times I may ask for photos from some of you - for my projects, if you oblige, I swear to you - you'll have every mention and every link you could want.
If you want to see a real artist, Look for my friend Xieros - My dearest Nicholas can easily live up to manny a standard.